Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in Aubrey's LiveJournal:

Sunday, January 15th, 2006
9:16 am	hello? woah... i are be posting on teh intarnet. so i feel a bm brewing this morning. it feels spiky and angry. not a good sign for the forthcoming day. it'll prolly leave my ass in a state of disarray, so i'm putting off it's exorcism. Current Mood: full (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 17th, 2004
12:58 pm	Hahahahha do not kill fatties, retarded. they are only so funny. hahahah she will do it. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 2nd, 2003
10:07 pm	Quagmire I mowed the front lawn again today. I am grassy. Not altogether bad, just very messican I suppose. At least it looks good. I am pleased with the weather today. It was beautiful. Of course tomorrow showers. Typical. I blame June. Payday is Friday. I am pleased as punch. A 45 year old is obsessed with one of my friends. I feel bad for people who are desperately lonely. If only they could see themselves. Funny how people tend to be totally driven by one emotion. Love. Hatred. Fear. Lonliness. It's like all the millions and trillions of synapses in your brain start firing all for one simple primal feeling and it devours you. Pushes you forth into unexplored and yet very familiar territory. I think maybe it's easier to see this in other people than in yourself, but I'm sure it takes over everyone at some time or another. Ever wonder what the world sounds like from underwater? I'm lookin at my fish. He survived. I can see his little water jiggling from the bass in my room and I wonder how he sees or if he sees and if he does see does he know who I am as opposed to say anyone else he sees? Argh. Mind boggling. I wonder if fish like music. Like, is there a preference of one genre to another? Do they really enjoy the way the bass vibrates their watery orb? I hope he does. Or Twilo is one pissed off fish. Then again, he is a Betta and they're supposed to be feral and spunky or something. I am currently reading a story called Secret Window, Secret Garden. It's Stephen King of course. And at first I was kinda like... blah... but now I sorta like it's bizarreness. I respect Stephen King for making me read about the most far fetched and unbelievable shit on the planet. Hard for writers to make readers care about the unbelievable. Unless you're like a Star Trek nerd or some shit. KAAAAAHHHHHNNNNNN!!!! Current Mood: creative Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - Nara (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 1st, 2003
7:48 pm	Junetime Yes yes yes... it's been forever and a day. And in fact nothing all that new to share. My thumb really hurts, so typing is a sort of a bitch. I also think my fish may die. It does not look pleased to have it's water changed. Overall, today was great in terms of weather. It started off windy, but things settled down and right now I have my windows open and am enjoying the atmosphere. I went to my great gramma's 90th bday thingy... which is fine and dandy save for the fact that I had to drag myself out of bed at like 6:30 to be able to meet her at church by 9:15. Simply disgusting. So know I'm extremely tired. To add to the matter I just watched this movie, "Sasquatch". I'm not sure I understand anything of what I just saw, but I do know that what I just witnessed was total shit. To make a long story short, some airplane crashes into the mountains, and by some oddball ass one in a kazillion chance, hits a fucking sasquatch as it's tearing across the countryside. Yes, you read that right. A plane falls out of the sky onto a sasquatch. Then like the husband sasquatch murders the survivors. Oh yah... the only person actually hurt in the actually plan crash was the bigfoot creature. ??? Yah I'm lost too. Who knows. Oh and I learned that sasquatches or sasquatchii or whatev use blood to make cave drawings and look a little bit like those things in Beastmaster that eat people with their overly large skin flaps. Word. My mood lately is fairly shitty. But I'm hoping that's changing since the weather is supposed to be nice and springy here for a week or so. I am so so so sick of the gray clouds and rain and all that other garbage. Bring on the sunshine. That's really about all I have for now. Recap: Nice weather, very tired, assinine sasquatch. Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: Ten Fold (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
6:31 pm	Work Shmurk Blah. I only get one radio station here at work. Yup... shitty DC101. I hate firewalls sometimes. Well, I'm officially "moved" even though there's a ton of boxes and random shit lying around. These things happen though. Hopefully I'll be good to go by this weekend. And thankfully I've got cable modem again :) And and and!!! I'm starting to work four 10 hour shifts per week. The four days I work start to suck around 4:30, 5 o'clock. Mainly cuz everybody dips out. This place turns into a ghost town at about 3:30. So that sucks. But, hey, at least I get Fridays to sleep my lazy ass in and not do anything. Well, in reality, I'll prolly be mowing the grass or some other weak ass mexi chore that needs to be done. I keep having dreams about my ex. They're unsettling to say the least and I have no idea why I'm dreaming about her. It's weird. I wake up and feel unrefreshed. Sucks. What makes it even worse is that I have a hard time discerning dreams from reality. Like, I'll have a dream and as soon as I wake up it's gone. But then throughout the day, stuff reminds me of the dream and it slips through my brain like a cloudy memory. And then I have to wonder if it truly was a dream, or just a memory coming back to me. Totally bizarre I know, but I spose I just have very vivid and feasible dreams. My nightmares are pretty incredible... and the worst part is, they're the only dreams I really remember. Someone upstairs has it in for me I guess. Current Mood: okay Current Music: Shitty DC101 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
8:07 pm	:( Woops I'm bad at updating. I've been very busy lately. Working... getting ready to move... and being sick. Bleh. The gruesome threesome. I took today off from work to recover. Got a ton of sleep and feel a lot better, though I'm still pretty congested. Oh well. It's a start. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Cheese Trance (Comment on this)
Monday, April 28th, 2003
10:54 pm	Mondays Blah. Mondays are always the worst. Today actually wasn't all that horrible. I got a new office mate at work. It's actually someone my age too, so that's always a plus. Tomorrow is gonna be the sweetest shit this week though. Free luncheon at Maggiano's. Dood that is crucial. That place is sooo bank. I got to go shopping today as well. Bought some new work shoes (brown) and some slacks, couple shirts, boxers, and of course beautiful beautiful socks. I can't get many play clothes anymore cuz I'm a broke boy :( So I gotta try and find things that work for both. Not too bad though. And you know I'm all about the sales and clearance racks. I've been pretty productive today. I fixed some shit at work, cleaned my mess of a room, doing laundry, stuff like that. The weather today was rawsome. I've switched all the utilities and all that fun BS that needs to be done before one moves. What a pain in the rump. This weekend wasn't all that eventful, but I still managed to have a good time. I got to play with Jillian and relax and help me pops move (which bite some ass, but overall not all that bad). Not really sure what I'm doing this weekend. Prolly just chilling and getting ready for the move and all. We shall see. Enough banter from this clam. I'm Audi 5000. Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Heart - Crazy On You (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 24th, 2003
11:45 pm	Thursday Bloody Thursday So I tried to dye my hair yesterday. Christ, man. My shit ended up orange. And when I say orange let me clarify. Traffic cone orange. It was horrible. I ended up having dyed my hair a total of five times in order to get it back to a remotely managable color. So now it's "dark brown." Kind of a bland name, but in one of the attempts to get the orange out I tried a color called "Spicy Ginger." Wtf? Spciy Ginger? What moron came up with that? No really... who looks at somebody elses hair and thinks, hmmm that's a really pretty color... looks a lot like that spicy ginger I had the other night? Had to be a woman. Only women name colors of paint and clothing after food. It's not purple, it's plum. Not white, it's eggshell. Not orange, it's pumpkin. At least I can understand naming the coloring after an object of a similar color. But, is there a real difference between say regular ginger and spicy ginger? Somehow I doubt it. Commercialism makes me bitter. So anyways, enough of my mindless ranting. My head hurts like hell. My scalp feels like a scab dipped in hydrogen peroxide. You know that sorta tingly awful feeling? Yah... my whole head feels like that. Horrible, huh? I've been using assloads of conditioner in a futile attempt to revive my dead hair. Who knows. Maybe it'll work after all. Tomorrow is gonna be busy. I have to call all the utilities for the new house and switch everything over yatta yatta. Blah. Gotta remember to do my car registration and all that other mumbo jumbo as well. But hey, it's also pay day so that's definitely a good thing. And I only have to work five hours tomorrow since I worked a grueling 11 today. Sometimes I amaze even me ;p Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Requiem For a Dream - Lux Aeterna (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
11:01 am	Cream Soda Oh how I love thee Your creamy Shopper's flavor And you're cheap as shit. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
5:33 pm	Blingage Word, I finally stopped being lazy and got this live journal ish set up. I don't understand the weather this week. I wake up, it's sunny. I'm at work, the clouds are almost black. I get home, it's sunny again. So get this... I had a dream about my high school sweetheart the other day. It seemed so real at first I thought I had met up with her the other day. What's weird is in the dream she looked perfect... like I remember her, but now that I'm awake, I have trouble picturing her. Except her eyes. God, she had beautiful blue eyes. I wonder what ever became of her... She emailed me about a year ago. Neither of us are very good at keeping in touch. Funny how somebody can seem so important for a set amount of time and then once that time's up, they just kinda fade away. I guess that's why we have the standard set of friends though... the ones that you keep for years. My dog keeps kirking out. I think it's cuz I had the vaccuum out. He goes apeshit when I use it. And yes, that means I cleaned my bedroom. I know I know... it had to be, though. While doing so I realized I have a lot of random junky shit. Gotta make sure I box it all up for when I move in 3 weeks ;p Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Faith No More - Last Cup of Sorrow (Comment on this)